Paul Oakenfold, Sarah McLachlan, Tony

In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe

I have seen you
in this white wave
you are silent
you are breathing
in this white wave
I am free......dedicated to Sarah McLachlan...(she's all that and a bag of chips)



[JESUS....WHAT AM I BECOMING?....I'VE FAILED YOU....BY MY LIFE IVE DENIED YOU...IM PETER IM SINKING (IN SIN) - this is peter's cry]Matthew 26:74b-75
Immediately a rooster crowed. Then Peter remembered the word Jesus had
spoken: "Before the rooster crows, you will disown me three times."
And he went outside and wept bitterly

Matthew 26:69
Now Peter was sitting outside in the courtyard, and a servant-girl
came to him and said, "You too were with Jesus the Galilean."
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Ive seen the worst in mankind (we are condemned, I know it)
Because every night I look in the mirror
and see the floods of Noah in my eyes
We are decrepit history's sordid years have wearied us
The grave is the only cure for our ills
Mocking righteousness
Laughing
Eating, drinking, marrying and being given in marriage
spurning God or manipulating Him for our convenience
to our detriment
Life runs too quickly, passes us by then
Without warning
The skies open
And the heavy rain falls
(the white waves come crashing)

I am not a Galilean
I am not his disciple...she was just a servant-girl
(who would believe her?)
In the courtyard the beads of sweat pouring from my brow
Intermittent flashbacks haunt me
I held out my hand and on water I began to sink…I wanted to save you
then You rebuked Satan....why do You have to die?
my troubled mind plagued me...in the silence under the white moon
it was my only comfort
denial was thrice my only safe haven from fear
once was not enough to quell my paranoia
twice was not enough to shield me from the mobs glare or
the cock's cold stare

In this face the flood waters of Noah surely flow
In my tears I am drowning
I am gasping for air
My life is a lie is bitterness
My only hope after the crucifixion is resurrection
And redemption
For the blood to be spilled...I weep
(and I am free)




(YOU SAY I AM A HERETIC. YOU SAY IVE DENIED CHRIST. YOU SAY WHY DON'T I JUST STOP DOING WHAT IM DOING AND JUST WEEP. YOU ARE THE COCK AND I HEAR YOUR CROW. BUT KNOW THAT I AM JUST PETER, A MAN FLAWED AND FALLIBLE....A MAN FLAWED AND FALLIBLE....but still loved by Christ Jesus)





John 13:38
Jesus answered, "Will you lay down your life for Me? Truly, truly, I
say to you, a rooster will not crow until you deny Me three times.



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Silence – Sarah McLachlan (DJ Tiesto's in Search of Sunrise remix) –
Paul Oakenfold – Another World CD



Give me release
witness me
I am outside
give me peace

Heaven holds a sense of wonder
and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides

Passion choke the flower
'til she cries no more
possessing all the beauty
hungry still for more

Heaven holds a sense of wonder...
and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides

I can't help this longing
comfort me
I can't hold it all in
if you won't let me

Heaven holds a sense of wonder...
and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides

In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe

In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe

I have seen you
in this white wave
you are silent
you are breathing
in this white wave
I am free

I have seen you
in this white wave
you are silent
you are breathing
in this white wave
I am free

I am free...