The Penurious Widow Begging For Your Heart

* Jesus pray for me
* Spiritual Bootcamp Lesson #2 - NEVER STOP PRAYING
* Dedicated to ...gaaah I want to write her name so badly right here. But hopefully...you know who you are....!!!!

OKAY MAGGOTS!!!! SERGEANT JESUSMETAPHOR HERE!!! #SALUTE!!! PUT DOWN YOUR INFERNAL #STARBUCKS' MOCHA SOY LATTES AND COME CLOSE. ATTEN-HUT!!!! DROP AND GIVE ME 20!!! WHILST I SPEAK. HERES WHAT I HAVE TO TEACH YA: NEVER STOP PRAYING, NEVER STOP HOPING AND NEVER STOP BELIEVING!!! GOT IT MAGGOTS??? CLEAVE TO GOD IN PRAYER, ADDING PRAISE AND THANKSGIVING WITH YOUR SUPPLICATIONS!!! HUUAAAAAHH!!! DONT BE A FLACCID SOLDIER OUT THERE ON THE SPIRITUAL BATTLEFIELD. IF YOU WANT SOMETHING- PRAY AND PRAY AND PRAY FOR  IT!!! ATTEN-HUT!!!! NOW READ THIS POEM I WROTE ABOUT A GIRL I REALLY LIKE AND HOW I BELIEVE, HUUUAAAHHH!!!! SHES WORTH FIGHTING FOR IN DAILY PRAYER!!!

+-----------------Tony Conti: The Penurious Widow Begging For Your Heart; The Gospel Widow's Thoughts Before Approaching The Wicked Judge Daily 

My heart cannot rest as long as my
mind lingers on Good and Evil, my
bedside candle flickering underneath
angst-laden, syncopated breaths,
as I groan in my dreams for you.  Beneath
the moon’s gaze my unconscious
undulant body yearns for your kiss,
my face glossed in pale luminescent white lighting,
your hand lain in mine, forever insulated
against the adversarial suggestion of
this continual abidance in loneliness,
of picking up shards of my lovelorn heart
only to have them riven in my hands,
in their tiny reflections I see you embracing
another person dancing in unison…synchronized
to a harrowing beat,
your sinister silhouettes cleaving
together haunts and disrupts my sleep.
In my waking moments my soul
runs before the judiciary of Romance
insisting on adjudication, my desire emphatically
rapping and knocking on the bench
to stress my sense of urgency, intransigent
before the jailers of rationality and societal mores.
They say love is blind, fancying whim
and balking at selfish notions of predestination
before gradual knowing or of
calculated manipulation (intensity scares
girls away) but please, if I may,
allow me to debase myself before the
court and coerce your reciprocity with tears
(I have cried continuously for you).
I stand before your conscience seeking
consideration and reconsideration
of us possibly, maybe being together,
maybe one day, maybe even fifty
years from now.
If I could, I would fight every day
to come into possession of
your daily company. I do fight everyday
in the silence of my thoughts
for a pleasant verdict, imploring
Amorous Fate to rule in my favor-
that day I would be widowed of your
smile no more.


---------Luke 18:1-8
And he spake a parable unto them to this end, that men ought always to pray, and not to faint; Saying, There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man: And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him, saying, Avenge me of mine adversary. And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man; Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me. And the Lord said, Hear what the unjust judge saith. And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night unto him, though he bear long with them? I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth?