The Final Thoughts Of Jesus Forsaken

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+------------The Final Thoughts Of Jesus Forsaken

I have never known anger
like this, soft and succoring,
tracing its fingers down my
arms seductive-like, outlining
the bloody gash from the
centurion spear tip that lanced
my rib gently, gregariously,
whispering to me in fierce and
cold winds repeatedly “your life
is a lie…” Im persuaded now
that I am abandoned. I don’t
know what to think anymore,
all alone on this cross, foreboding
clouds forming above me, my back
ricocheting off splintered wood.

-----------------Matthew 27:46
At about three o'clock, Jesus called out with a loud voice, "Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?" which means "My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?

---Misguided Ghosts Lyrics

I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back
Don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See, I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe

We all learn to make mistakes
And run from them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Travelin' endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact, they follow me
And we just go in circles

And now I'm told that this is life
That pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it

Would someone care to classify?
Our broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on
And run to them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh, you are not useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Travelin' endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me
They echo me in circles