A Letter From Satan

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------Isaiah 14:12-----------------
How you have fallen from heaven,
O morning star, son of the dawn!
You have been cast down to the earth,
you who once laid low the nations!


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From: Lucifer, Angel of Light (brightmorningstar@hell.com)
Subject: My Dearest Child, Greetings
To: Tony Conti (thejesusmetaphor@yahoo.com)
Date: Saturday, January 23, 2010, 12:37 AM
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Dearest Tony,

My child*, it is very cold where I am residing
(my fingertips are numbing as I type this to you, lol)
sometimes the only warmth I find is musing on the love we share*
I hope and pray that you are faring better, that this season*
doesn't find you sullen and unappreciative of the great joys*
abundantly supplied all around us.
I may be shivering but I suppose you must be quite relaxed and comfortable?
I make this inference based on my assumption that the packages
I mailed you have been received?
I made sure to inundate you with lust, avarice, covetousness and rage
selfishness and indifference to those in need
distractions, I hope from charity and altruism
these of course, should be understood as requisites for daily living
it is only right to feed the rapacious desires we have within
without heed to discretion or restraint
and god knows, we’re both sick of some old "taskmaster up in the sky"
always dictating what we should or shouldn't do
**it, you know?
and to hell with anyone else...let those who need help procure it for themselves
they have recourse to the same two hands we have don't they, lol?
"let the rich get richer" is the worn tag line around here!

But I had hoped to be able to expound on our last conversation-
when you had doubts about my assertion that "God" is a myth-
and in this regard I need only turn your attention to Haiti
200,000 dead and the death toll rises in direct correlation with time elapsing
and you insist on this dogma of "God?"
reiteration: dont donate any money to them...
the last time we drank beer* I told you as much – that we need to jettison
this phony travesty of rational belief called Christianity
and live for the moment
(You will never find the love you so stridently demand all to know you want
If you don’t cease waiting on some mythical being
go, young man and find a wife already! Strip clubs, non descript bars
at 3am
pornography websites...opportunity abounds for the persistent
unscrupulous seeker)
Tony, I just want whats best for you
this God delusion you have is alienating people from you; its not worth
the risk, the recriminations if you end up alone
I sincerely hope you don't misinterpret what I am about to say to you:
please discontinue, and furthermore, abolish your little pathetic blog
it accomplishes nothing but ridicule and scorn for you
turn your computer off and instead be mired in self-discovery
before you sleep
because, I hate to be redundant, all you need is you
no one else, not even me. Notwithstanding, I would love for you to visit me in person
so my crude adumbrations of my home *
no longer serve as your sole mental pictures


I hope you sleep well, my friend.
Cogitate seriously on the content just transcribed…
Until we next correspond,

Lovingly yours,

Lucifer





--------John 8:44
You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father's desire. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.
Jude 1:6-------------------
And the angels which kept not their first estate, but left their own habitation, he hath reserved in everlasting chains under darkness unto the judgment of the great day.
Ezekiel 28:11-19----------------
The word of the LORD came to me:"Son of man, take up a lament concerning the king of Tyre and say to him: 'This is what the Sovereign LORD says:
" 'You were the model of perfection,
full of wisdom and perfect in beauty.
You were in Eden,
the garden of God;
every precious stone adorned you:
ruby, topaz and emerald,
chrysolite, onyx and jasper,
sapphire, turquoise and beryl.
Your settings and mountings were made of gold;
on the day you were created they were prepared.
You were anointed as a guardian cherub,
for so I ordained you.
You were on the holy mount of God;
you walked among the fiery stones.
You were blameless in your ways
from the day you were created
till wickedness was found in you.
Through your widespread trade
you were filled with violence,
and you sinned.
So I drove you in disgrace from the mount of God,
and I expelled you, O guardian cherub,
from among the fiery stones.
Your heart became proud
on account of your beauty,
and you corrupted your wisdom
because of your splendor.
So I threw you to the earth;
I made a spectacle of you before kings.
By your many sins and dishonest trade
you have desecrated your sanctuaries.
So I made a fire come out from you,
and it consumed you,
and I reduced you to ashes on the ground
in the sight of all who were watching.
All the nations who knew you
are appalled at you;
you have come to a horrible end
and will be no more.' "

Wheat Dying

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-----------------------[Wheat Dying - Jesus' Words to His Disciples Before His Impending Death/ John 12 ]



You and I aren't so different
we both want to breathe without thinking twice
about tomorrow
and to walk freely and pretend to grab the wind
as it coolly slides between our fingers
sitting on grassy knolls watching the sun fall asleep
or to jump from precipices into oceans and blend in with the tide
as it ushers us safely to shore
someone once told me that those who boast most effectively about God
are the ones who are most duplicitous
but I never believed that,
I always ascribed to the belief that from the heart the mouth speaks
and that if one proclaims something its usually voluntarily and genuine
we both want to feel loved
and to love commensurate with this love and sometimes unduly
to win the heart of our beloved and thus ensure
we never die alone
If I do boast, I boast in God’s power to save
to energize an often tepid existence without Him
and galvanize the downtrodden and maligned to fight battles
within themselves;
that we don't live just to dwell on and wait for dying
we want to watch the sun ascend to his royal court amongst the clouds
and exhale
because we know we are fully understood and whats important to us
is important to the ones we love as well




John 12:23-26-------------
Jesus replied, "The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me.

Jennifer Love Hewitt, Your Love Keeps My Feet From Swelling

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------------------[Jennifer Love Hewitt, Your Love Keeps My Feet From Swelling]


My loneliness is a group of Israelites screaming
because it hurts me to be without you;
like flayed flesh and whip worn backs

But the thought of us together led me out of my captivity
your beauty is an unquenchable burning bush
with leaves that never wither commissioning a shepherd
to lead my hopes through a tempestuous sea of adversity
chased by the Egyptian army of my occasional pessimistic predilections
(honestly I think you too good for me)
peacefully as though through dry land
en route to matrimony; the land I promised myself was mine
if I just endured in my faith in you
(in us)

because your beneficence, and your grace
is like a panorama of miracles unfurling
is a cloud of flames dispelling my darkest thoughts
(that you would hate me if you really knew me)
is manna (angel's food) descending daily from the Summit of romance
satiating my hunger for loveliness
is water hewn from a massive rock
quenching my passionate thirst for a worthy object of desire
and I would walk 40 years if it took that long
yet I know even then your kindness would preserve my garments
(my confidence)
and protect my feet from swelling

Jennifer, your absence feels like a father chastening his son
but I know deep inside you are with me through my journey
and that eventually patience will bring our love to bear




-----------------------Deuteronomy 8:1-5
"Every commandment which I command you today you must be careful to observe, that you may live and multiply, and go in and possess the land of which the LORD swore to your fathers. And you shall remember that the LORD your God led you all the way these forty years in the wilderness, to humble you and test you, to know what was in your heart, whether you would keep His commandments or not. So He humbled you, allowed you to hunger, and fed you with manna which you did not know nor did your fathers know, that He might make you know that man shall not live by bread alone; but man lives by every word that proceeds from the mouth of the LORD. Your garments did not wear out on you, nor did your foot swell these forty years. You should know in your heart that as a man chastens his son, so the LORD your God chastens you.

In The Tombs And Hills - The REAL Legion Story!!!

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----------------------[In The Tombs And Hills; The Thoughts Of The Man Infested With Demons]

I used to come here to get rest
(among those already sleep)
and bathe my skin in the glow of the full moon:
it helped quell the voices within me
and soothe the burning I felt
momentarily erase the tortuous memories I retain
from a life scorned
because no one knows the agony of being pulled in multiple directions
(black silhouettes encircling you)
concurrently, and no one knows the crescendo of screams like I do
advocating: CUT YOURSELF WITH STONES
the terror of wanting to sob but its enunciated as a howl
and wanting to hug someone for comfort
but its expressed as a balled fist across your sister's face
I am dismayed by chains – treated as if an animal when all I want
is to be understood...healed...for someone to listen
not for groups of men to take turns slamming my head against tombstones
of the prophets of our ancestors
abandoning me to death, left with open wounds, blood pouring
left alone out here
like the carcass of a slain beast for the vultures to devour;
Before, when I was young
the cacophonies were just whispers...suggestions
I went to school, flirted with girls, caroused with the guys
steadfastly suppressing this presage
now not a night goes by that I don’t develop excruciating headaches
yelling in my head, scorching my body; grating
my friends used to call me Nathaniel, proficient schoolyard wrestler
(smooth with the ladies)
but now these incessant vociferations keep calling me LEGION YOU ARE DEAD
LEGION YOU ARE DEAD
LEGION YOU ARE DEAD




(and I don't know how to make it stop...)




------------------Mark 5:1-9
They went across the lake to the region of the Gerasenes. When Jesus got out of the boat, a man with an evil spirit came from the tombs to meet him. This man lived in the tombs, and no one could bind him any more, not even with a chain. For he had often been chained hand and foot, but he tore the chains apart and broke the irons on his feet. No one was strong enough to subdue him. Night and day among the tombs and in the hills he would cry out and cut himself with stones. When he saw Jesus from a distance, he ran and fell on his knees in front of him. He shouted at the top of his voice, "What do you want with me, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? Swear to God that you won't torture me!" For Jesus had said to him, "Come out of this man, you evil spirit!" Then Jesus asked him, "What is your name?"
"My name is Legion," he replied, "for we are many."

Jennifer I Need Your Love Like I Need Lost Donkeys!!!!

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"Then the Spirit of the Lord will come upon you mightily, and you will show yourself to be a prophet with them; and you will be turned into another man" 1 Samuel 10:6


-------------[ Jennifer I Seek Your Love Like I Seek Lost Donkeys; Like Saul Transformed]


Jennifer,
The zeal I possess is a head taller than everyone
my heart wanders, it staggers
through Ephraim, Shalishah, and Zuph
through lands of self loathing
seeking your reciprocated love
I am like a son anxious to find
his father’s lost donkeys
growing restive as each day passes that I cant
see you, or hear your voice...
or take you back home to my kin – and your home too
(in the least, that's what I always hoped for)
willing to try anything
go through desperate measures for guidance
even venture to high places of sacrifice
and eat dinner amongst strangers
heeding my conscience like it was my servant
begging me to solicit a seer; to seek Heaven for help
even if it costs me the last quarter shekel of strength
my soul has left

My love for you is like choice meat at the table
lifted high on the shoulders of most eager romantic goals
of my most grandiose dreams for us together
(sitting shoulder to shoulder on rolling hillsides
as the sun sets and a gentle breeze grazes our necks)
It was set aside until the hour appointed
it was kept until I found someone I could fall in love with
someone I could converse with a seer about -
on the roof of his house
overlooking the horizons of our shared destiny

My intentions for you are pure like a vial of oil
poured on my head, consecrating
and I'll let it run down my body and touch my feet
but the erratic breathing, the shortness of breath wont cease
until two men by Rachel's tomb (where I bury my execrable thoughts)
say to me, "The donkeys you sought are found"
and I am in the company of prophets coming down from the high place
with harp, tambourine, flute, and lyre
prophesying God's Word about you and me:
that we will be together forever.
my joy would be boundless;
I would be changed into another man
If that happened



(your husband)

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1 Samuel 9 – 10:9
THERE WAS a man of Benjamin whose name was Kish son of Abiel, the son of Zeror, the son of Becorath, the son of Aphiah, a Benjamite, a mighty man of wealth and valor. Kish had a son named Saul, a choice young man and handsome; among all the Israelites there was not a man more handsome than he. He was a head taller than any of the people.The donkeys of Kish, Saul's father, were lost. Kish said to Saul, Take a servant with you and go, look for the donkeys. And they passed through the hill country of Ephraim and the land of Shalishah, but did not find them. Then they went through the land of Shaalim and the land of Benjamin, but did not find them. And when they came to the land of Zuph, Saul said to his servant, Come, let us return, lest my father stop worrying about the donkeys and become concerned about us. The servant said to him, Behold now, there is in this city a man of God, a man held in honor; all that he says surely comes true. Now let us go there. Perhaps he can show us where we should go. Then Saul said to his servant, But if we go, what shall we bring the man? The bread in our sacks is gone, and there is no gift for the man of God. What have we? The servant replied, I have here a quarter of a shekel of silver. I will give that to the man of God to tell us our way--(Formerly in Israel, when a man went to inquire of God, he said, Come, let us go to the seer, for he that is now called a prophet was formerly called a seer.) Saul said to his servant, Well said; come, let us go. So they went to the city where the man of God was. As they went up the hill to the city, they met young maidens going out to draw water, and said to them, Is the seer here? They answered, He is; behold, he is just beyond you. Hurry, for he came today to the city because the people have a sacrifice today on the high place. As you enter the city, you will find him before he goes up to the high place to eat. The people will not eat until he comes to ask the blessing on the sacrifice. Afterward, those who are invited eat. So go on up, for about now you will find him. So they went up to the city, and as they were entering, behold, Samuel came toward them, going up to the high place. Now a day before Saul came, the Lord had revealed to Samuel in his ear, Tomorrow about this time I will send you a man from the land of Benjamin, and you shall anoint him to be leader over My people Israel; and he shall save them out of the hand of the Philistines. For I have looked upon the distress of My people, because their cry has come to Me. When Samuel saw Saul, the Lord told him, There is the man of whom I told you. He shall have authority over My people. Then Saul came near to Samuel in the gate and said, Tell me where is the seer's house? Samuel answered Saul, I am the seer. Go up before me to the high place, for you shall eat with me today, and tomorrow I will let you go and will tell you all that is on your mind. As for your donkeys that were lost three days ago, do not be thinking about them, for they are found. And for whom are all the desirable things of Israel? Are they not for you and for all your father's house? And Saul said, Am I not a Benjamite, of the smallest of the tribes of Israel? And is not my family the least of all the families of the clans of Benjamin? Why then do you speak this way to me? Then Samuel took Saul and his servant and brought them into the guest room [at the high place] and had them sit in the chief place among the persons--about thirty of them--who were invited. [The other people feasted outside.] And Samuel said to the cook, Bring the portion which I gave you, of which I said to you, Set it aside. And the cook lifted high the shoulder and what was on it [indicating that it was the priest's honored portion] and set it before Saul. [Samuel] said, See what was reserved for you. Eat, for until the hour appointed it was kept for you, ever since I invited the people. So Saul ate that day with Samuel. When they had come down from the high place into the city, Samuel conversed with Saul on the top of the house. They arose early and about dawn Samuel called Saul [who was sleeping] on the top of the house, saying, Get up, that I may send you on your way. Saul arose, and both he and Samuel went out on the street. And as they were going down to the outskirts of the city, Samuel said to Saul, Bid the servant pass on before us--and he passed on--but you stand still, first, that I may cause you to hear the word of God. THEN SAMUEL took the vial of oil and poured it on Saul's head and kissed him and said, Has not the Lord anointed you to be prince over His heritage Israel?When you have left me today, you will meet two men by Rachel's tomb in the territory of Benjamin at Zelzah, and they will say to you, The donkeys you sought are found. And your father has quit caring about them and is anxious for you, asking, What shall I do about my son? Then you will go on from there and you will come to the oak of Tabor, and three men going up to God at Bethel will meet you there, one carrying three kids, another carrying three loaves of bread, and another carrying a skin bottle of wine. They will greet you and give you two loaves of bread, which you shall accept from their hand. After that you will come to the hill of God, where the garrison of the Philistines is; and when you come to the city, you will meet a company of prophets coming down from the high place with harp, tambourine, flute, and lyre before them, prophesying. Then the Spirit of the Lord will come upon you mightily, and you will show yourself to be a prophet with them; and you will be turned into another man. When these signs meet you, do whatever you find to be done, for God is with you. You shall go down before me to Gilgal; and behold, I will come down to you to offer burnt offerings and to sacrifice peace offerings. You shall wait seven days until I come to you and show you what you shall do. And when [Saul] had turned his back to leave Samuel, God gave him another heart, and all these signs came to pass that day.

Death Chasing

Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize. (1 Corinthians 9:24-27)

*dedicated to "M" and "J" and "S". I feel your rejections but Im gonna keep on keeping on, ya feel me?

-------------[The Thoughts of The Apostle Paul On Running The Race]


If death ever bears down on your door
do not scurry away, overwhelmed with fright…
let him in and if at all possible, sup together
and discuss with him everything in life you could've had
but now, most likely never will
your regrets
the cherished names of girls you most likely will never let go
but whom have since jettisoned you by the wayside
of their hearts
long ago
and tell him rote smiles don't bring people back to life
or move them back into your town
or resurrect old opportunities
or reconstruct the past
and often you forgo sleep to cogitate on the person you
should've been if it weren't for the accumulation
of petty mistakes you made advertent or not
but that all you have now is the prospect
of salvaging the remaining moments you have left to breathe
and you wont squander the future because
you are duly prepared now
...tell death you don't know his intentions for visiting
but that youd rather not, youd rather be ignorant
but only he'd better start running if he has expectations
of your expedient demise
because you wont make the same mistakes again
you have a lot more living, and loving and laughing to do
before you cross the finish line
lest you die in vain



(you'll beat him there...you'll get the crown this time...you're going to make something of your life starting tonight)


I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith (2 Timothy 4:7)

Remember the Chains

"Remember my chains" – The Apostle Paul


----------[Remember My Chains: The Thoughts of The Apostle Paul While Imprisoned]


In prison (dark and dank),
the only companions you have are your memories
(and sheer silence)
whether good or ill
and you are consoled by the pleasantness of your virtues
and haunted by the shame of your evils
as you shimmy and shake your legs to scatter the rats lurking
entertaining thoughts of devouring your flesh
...and you assess your life, filtering out the extraneous matters
wondering when, if ever, your heart was truly pure
and at what point you veered
(and why)
or if you’ll ever get another chance to redeem lost chances
at old loves, wilted friendships, words never spoken
but you always meant to say
and to satisfy those whom you disappointed, and even
rectify the issues for those who you could never please
even if you could
and you relish all the times you experienced mutual joy
but honestly
I wish I never unsheathed my sword
or balked and doled out orders to kill the innocent
I wish I could wash the stained blood of the martyrs I made
from my conscience, the chief of all sinners
all my earnest attempts at rescuing those in throes of death
are interrupted by my waking up
realizing the past will always be a memory
no matter the intensity of my efforts to revisit the man I used to be
in the midst of this soul searching I can only find comfort
in the mystery of divine forgiveness
salvation from all malice of soul
rest from all guilt and lasting peace
in a fresh rebirth
because even in a prison chained like an animal
one can close his eyes
and fancy himself standing in the next life
white and pure, the score settled;
free to talk to God with no disrepute


(it is only in this promise that I find dignity in my chains)






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Colossians 4
Masters, provide your slaves with what is right and fair, because you know that you also have a Master in heaven. Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful. And pray for us, too, that God may open a door for our message, so that we may proclaim the mystery of Christ, for which I am in chains. Pray that I may proclaim it clearly, as I should. Be wise in the way you act toward outsiders; make the most of every opportunity. Let your conversation be always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer everyone. Tychicus will tell you all the news about me. He is a dear brother, a faithful minister and fellow servant in the Lord. I am sending him to you for the express purpose that you may know about our circumstances and that he may encourage your hearts. He is coming with Onesimus, our faithful and dear brother, who is one of you. They will tell you everything that is happening here. My fellow prisoner Aristarchus sends you his greetings, as does Mark, the cousin of Barnabas. (You have received instructions about him; if he comes to you, welcome him.) Jesus, who is called Justus, also sends greetings. These are the only Jews among my fellow workers for the kingdom of God, and they have proved a comfort to me. Epaphras, who is one of you and a servant of Christ Jesus, sends greetings. He is always wrestling in prayer for you, that you may stand firm in all the will of God, mature and fully assured. I vouch for him that he is working hard for you and for those at Laodicea and Hierapolis. Our dear friend Luke, the doctor, and Demas send greetings. Give my greetings to the brothers at Laodicea, and to Nympha and the church in her house. After this letter has been read to you, see that it is also read in the church of the Laodiceans and that you in turn read the letter from Laodicea. Tell Archippus: "See to it that you complete the work you have received in the Lord." I, Paul, write this greeting in my own hand. Remember my chains. Grace be with you.