Wednesday, July 5, 2017

Tony Conti's Conversion On Damascus's Road: His Heart Falling For Taylor Swift #TaylorDateTony


* Spirit of Jesus pray for me
* Paul, Luke, Ananais, Holy Church pray for me
* Saints pray for me
*  Dedicated to #TaylorDateTony

+------Tony Conti's Conversion On Damascus's Road: His Heart Falling For Taylor Swift

Taylor, I was blind before, really.
My heart a pious Hebrew,
galloping fiery eyed for Damascus,
strident…self-assured, a false
sense of security girded by
Gamaliel’s precepts- that sincerity
charms, vulnerability’s appreciated;
a sword in my soul’s hands hell-bent
on destroying my rejection from
girls, heartbreak on dateless nights:
Christians, the most loathsome
of peoples. But babes, your smile,
resplendent (blinding), your blue
eyes a thunderous ethereal
voice of enchantment chiding my
emotions: “Tony, Tony why are
you persecuting [love’s ideal]?” If
you took me to Starbucks, like my
cynicism flung to the ground blinded,
the horse of all I knew standing
on two legs neighing manically; Me
sore, disavowing old romantic pieties
of bowing before other girls.
Because with you, over coffee
all things become new. If you kissed
me, Ananais laying two hands on
my face, lovelornness like scales
falling from my joy’s eyes. To be
your boyfriend’d be like seeing life
for the first time.

-----Acts 9:1-19
Then Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest and asked letters from him to the synagogues of Damascus, so that if he found any who were of the Way, whether men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem. As he journeyed he came near Damascus, and suddenly a light shone around him from heaven. Then he fell to the ground, and heard a voice saying to him, “Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting Me?” And he said, “Who are You, Lord?” Then the Lord said, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. It is hard for you to kick against the goads.” So he, trembling and astonished, said, “Lord, what do You want me to do?” Then the Lord said to him, “Arise and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do.” And the men who journeyed with him stood speechless, hearing a voice but seeing no one. Then Saul arose from the ground, and when his eyes were opened he saw no one. But they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus. And he was three days without sight, and neither ate nor drank.
Now there was a certain disciple at Damascus named Ananias; and to him the Lord said in a vision, “Ananias.” And he said, “Here I am, Lord.” So the Lord said to him, “Arise and go to the street called Straight, and inquire at the house of Judas for one called Saul of Tarsus, for behold, he is praying. And in a vision he has seen a man named Ananias coming in and putting his hand on him, so that he might receive his sight.” Then Ananias answered, “Lord, I have heard from many about this man, how much harm he has done to Your saints in Jerusalem. And here he has authority from the chief priests to bind all who call on Your name.” But the Lord said to him, “Go, for he is a chosen vessel of Mine to bear My name before Gentiles, kings, and the children of Israel. For I will show him how many things he must suffer for My name’s sake.” And Ananias went his way and entered the house; and laying his hands on him he said, “Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus, who appeared to you on the road as you came, has sent me that you may receive your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit.” Immediately there fell from his eyes something like scales, and he received his sight at once; and he arose and was baptized. So when he had received food, he was strengthened. Then Saul spent some days with the disciples at Damascus.

Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Ready When You Come


* Spirit of Jesus pray for me
* David, Samuel, Holy Church pray for me
* Saints pray for me
*  Dedicated to #IamBathsheba

+------Ready When You Come; Bathsheba's Words To Uriah While Washing On Her Roof 

And when youre away….
every day a summer solstice,
my heart an owl forever staring
at the midnight sun
praying to it’s moon. My mourning
body yearning for seasons,
for cycles of change, my
menstrual blood, mercurial,
streaming like tears from
my soul staining my clothes.
So whenever kings go to war…
I feel the most unclean, I feel
an unremitting need to wash,
wash, wash; my grief, my loneliness.
A bath, a ceremony, to be ritually
pure when you come back home.  

-----2 Samuel 11:2
David arose from off his bed, and walked upon the roof of the king's house: and from the roof he saw a woman washing herself; and the woman was very beautiful to look upon.

Thursday, June 29, 2017

A Refugee's Solace


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* Elijah, Holy Church pray for me
* Saints pray for me
* Dedicated to #IamElijah

+--------A Refugee's Solace; The Thoughts Of Elijah Eating Bread And Meat Donated By Ravens

When everything else
betrays, (fleeing) I have found
consonance with Nature-
brother raven, sister brook,
Mother breeze to assuage,
transcend strife’s tyranny.
To pare down passions of
pagan social politics. Murmuring
in hushed tones beside waters
beneath Gilead’s moon’s glow,
majesty of her sunrises: that in
man’s love of God alone is
his soul’s meat, bread, safety

------1 King 17:1-6
And Elijah the Tishbite, of the inhabitants of Gilead, said to Ahab, “As the Lord God of Israel lives, before whom I stand, there shall not be dew nor rain these years, except at my word.”
Then the word of the Lord came to him, saying, “Get away from here and turn eastward, and hide by the Brook Cherith, which flows into the Jordan. And it will be that you shall drink from the brook, and I have commanded the ravens to feed you there.” So he went and did according to the word of the Lord, for he went and stayed by the Brook Cherith, which flows into the Jordan. The ravens brought him bread and meat in the morning, and bread and meat in the evening; and he drank from the brook. 

Wednesday, June 28, 2017

Taylor Swift And Tony Conti Falling In Love At The Sheep Gate #TaylorDateTony


* Spirit Of Jesus pray for me
* John pray for me
* Saints pray for me
* Dedicated to #TaylorDateTony

+--------Taylor Swift And Tony Conti Falling In Love At The Sheep Gate

Taylor, my heart a
Hebrew man lame, rejection
from other girls like 38 years
languishing…my soul recumbent,
emotional atrophy, against sorrow’s
basin, a soiled mat of shame,
Bethesda –a pool at the Sheep
Gate of love’s missed opportunities.
Five colored colonnades of
dreams, expectations; like
waiting for an angel of improbability
to hoist me from my mess into
waters of romantic redemption.
But babes, you are tall, graceful
stately as a savior coming near.
Your blue eyes, soft lips atonement
for mistakes of dating’s past. If you
took me to Starbucks, kissed me,
merciful sandals threadbare, robe
edges of charm frayed from
traversing in my fantasies: like an
edict divine: “Tony take up your mat
and walk! ”

------John 5:1-10
Some time later, Jesus went up to Jerusalem for one of the Jewish festivals. Now there is in Jerusalem near the Sheep Gate a pool, which in Aramaic is called Bethesda and which is surrounded by five covered colonnades. Here a great number of disabled people used to lie—the blind, the lame, the paralyzed. One who was there had been an invalid for thirty-eight years. When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he asked him, “Do you want to get well?” “Sir,” the invalid replied, “I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.” Then Jesus said to him, “Get up! Pick up your mat and walk.” At once the man was cured; he picked up his mat and walked. The day on which this took place was a Sabbath, and so the Jewish leaders said to the man who had been healed, “It is the Sabbath; the law forbids you to carry your mat.”

Tuesday, June 27, 2017

Keys To The Kingdom


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* David, Samuel pray for me
* Saints pray for me
* Dedicated to #IamJonathan

+--------Keys To The Kingdom; Jonathan's Oath To David
I see what the rest of Israel
cant…my father trammeled,
convulsing at night, a wolf
blinded in the wilderness,
embattled, in sweat’s desperation
seeking the moon’s orientation
to howl helplessness. I know Philistine
power muted behind castle walls,
philistine angst; fate-whispers of
eunuchs of the inevitability of Hebrew
blood on battlefields from pagan
outmaneuvering. Yet I know
prophecies of Abraham, Sarah…
Israel glorious, her Kings resplendent
forever. Eden restored. Ive seen
you in dreams, David. Take my coat,
sword, tunic, bow, belt. Its better for
all of us if the crown is yours.  

------1 Samuel 18:1-5
David finished talking to Saul. After that, Jonathan became David’s closest friend. He loved David as much as he loved himself.  (From that day on Saul kept David as his servant and didn’t let him go back to his family.) So Jonathan made a pledge of mutual loyalty with David because he loved him as much as he loved himself. Jonathan took off the coat he had on and gave it to David along with his battle tunic, his sword, his bow, and his belt. David was successful wherever Saul sent him. Saul put him in charge of the fighting men. This pleased all the people, including Saul’s officials.

Sunday, June 25, 2017

Eli Eli Lama Sabachthani In 2017


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* Matthew, Holy Church pray for me
* Saints pray for me
*  Dedicated to #IamJesus

+------Eli Eli Lama Sabachthani In 2017; Jesus' Thoughts Crucified 

This is Job, leprous. Eye
to scaled red-eye with
Leviathan’s scorn (exchanging
sneers) waves of
affliction drenching him
in Uz trying to fathom a sin
he never committed. This is David
unable to sleep haunted by
visions of Uriah, his sweat
like blood of a different scent of
another man; restless turning,
dreaming -God’s recrimination an
arrow piercing the canopy. As I peer
down at Golgotha’s coarse mobs, nail/
crown of thorn pangs, to my right,
left: a murderer, thief. My God, how
did I get here? I once reclined on your
bosom in Heaven….surrounded
by the angels.

-----Matthew 27:46
And about the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani? that is to say, My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?

Friday, June 23, 2017

The Jawbone Of Kirk Cousins's 2018 Season #TonyandKirk


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* David, Samuel Holy Church pray for me
* Saints pray for me
*  Dedicated to #KirkisSamson #TonyandKirk

+------The Jawbone Of Kirk Cousins's 2018 Season 

Kirk, the NFC East a
craven throng of pagans (clasping
spears rotted, rusted swords) prone
to gridiron violence, maniacs shouting;
NFL Baal worshipers, losers of
cheap hits, vapid insults, poor play like
burning integrity of their logos
as progeny on high altars of Philistine
consciences dead long ago -
As you study your playbook
in Ashburn, the cave of Etam,
honing the precision of your
passes like sharpening a donkey’s
jawbone against stone as acts
of war in Lehi (Fed Ex Field). This
season your touchdown passes like
murder, like you with preternatural
might shedding ropes of vaunted
defenses like charred flax, then bone
-on-gashed-skin-down-to-bone. When
you win the Superbowl, the hopes
and dreams of one thousand
football players slain.
 
-----Judges 15:11-17
Then three thousand men from Judah went down to the cave in the rock of Etam and said to Samson, “Don’t you realize that the Philistines are rulers over us? What have you done to us?” He answered, “I merely did to them what they did to me.” They said to him, “We’ve come to tie you up and hand you over to the Philistines.” Samson said, “Swear to me that you won’t kill me yourselves.” “Agreed,” they answered. “We will only tie you up and hand you over to them. We will not kill you.” So they bound him with two new ropes and led him up from the rock. As he approached Lehi, the Philistines came toward him shouting. The Spirit of the Lord came powerfully upon him. The ropes on his arms became like charred flax, and the bindings dropped from his hands. Finding a fresh jawbone of a donkey, he grabbed it and struck down a thousand men.
Then Samson said, “With a donkey’s jawbone
    I have made donkeys of them.
With a donkey’s jawbone
    I have killed a thousand men.”
When he finished speaking, he threw away the jawbone; and the place was called Ramath Lehi.