Tuesday, June 18, 2013

My Eighteen Year Old Hot Brunette Pharisee Crush (cANT COME WITH me)



                                 
 *dedicated to Brand New, Soco Amaretto Lime
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_oKKYQgR43Q (CLICK DAT LINK YALL)
* dedicated to the Eighteen year old princess I wish…I wish….I wish I could call my own. AND LIKE I SAID B4, I AINT TALKIN BOUT NO RUNNING BACK!!!!
* Dag on you 1981!!! Why couldn’t I have been born in 1991 or 1994?



------------------/My Eighteen Year Old Hot Brunette Pharisee Crush

R****,  its not as though we are wearing different types of sandals
love’s dirt road, ornery rocks of age discrepancy
my feet more worn..and battered than yours. 
But our paradigms differ. I have seen whole worlds of romance borne out
stars aligning and colliding, girls as sexy as comets shooting
across the sky, yet strife between her and her boyfriend like a meteor crashing
obliterating all life, from seas of hope fish once teeming, floating lifeless
in currents blood red.  A cosmos wasted, a galaxy marked by hearts’ futility.
I once spoke “let there be light” – and these silly girls gave me darkness
in return (Ann, Whitney, Stephanie, Jennifer, Kina, Barbara, Leah).
I know the pain of a broken heart, a planet destroyed. You don’t,
only an eighteen year old brunette Pharisee restricted by the myopia
of her experience, Mosaic law. The mechanics of attraction written on stone tablets
how to smile
how to make men nervous
how to make a thirty two year old man wish he was eighteen too…
 albeit ignorant of its application, squinting to see past Orion.
What am I trying to say?
I can testify of myself, that I want to love you, and I don’t care about astrology
or birth years or shooting stars. I want you to believe
that we can make this work, cosmic co-creators of a new destiny.
But my words, theyre just fantasies to you,  disjointed incoherence
of someone who has walked just a bit too far ahead-
Savior with a scraggly beard, weak sophistry and fully explainable miracles.
Someone who needs at least one more witness, a common bond
like a birth year, knowing a child of the nineties is an eclipse
to one born in the eighties, we don’t share the same sun.
Before Abraham, desperation bordering on risk, existed – I am.
You don’t yet know anxiety, fears of being alone.
Jerusalem is just Jerusalem to you, contented under Roman rule,
willing to wait forever for salvation.
But my Jerusalem is above, all convention, and societal norms –
faith that cant wait, crucifixion looming (kiss me now no matter what).
Sadly
we are two people walking divergent paths, not of the same world.
You cant go where Im going I guess.

 (BUT I CAN PRETEND IM EIGHTEEN LIKE YOU, BABES!!!!)

------------------------John 8:12-25

Then Jesus again spoke to them, saying, “I am the Light of the world; he who follows Me will not walk in the darkness, but will have the Light of life.” So the Pharisees said to Him, “You are testifying about Yourself; Your testimony is not true.” Jesus answered and said to them, “Even if I testify about Myself, My testimony is true, for I know where I came from and where I am going; but you do not know where I come from or where I am going.“ You judge according to the flesh; I am not judging anyone. “But even if I do judge, My judgment is true; for I am not alone in it, but I and the Father who sent Me. “Even in your law it has been written that the testimony of two men is true.“ I am He who testifies about Myself, and the Father who sent Me testifies about Me.” So they were saying to Him, “Where is Your Father?” Jesus answered, “You know neither Me nor My Father; if you knew Me, you would know My Father also.” These words He spoke in the treasury, as He taught in the temple; and no one seized Him, because His hour had not yet come. Then He said again to them, “I go away, and you will seek Me, and will die in your sin; where I am going, you cannot come.” So the Jews were saying, “Surely He will not kill Himself, will He, since He says, ‘Where I am going, you cannot come’?” And He was saying to them, “You are from below, I am from above; you are of this world, I am not of this world.“ Therefore I said to you that you will die in your sins; for unless you believe that I am He, you will die in your sins.” So they were saying to Him, “Who are You?” Jesus said to them, “What have I been saying to you from the beginning?

-----Soco Amaretto Lime lyrics

Passed out on the overpass
 Sunday best and broken glass
 Broken down from the bikes and bars
 Suspended like spirits over speeding cars
 You and me were kings over the parkway tonight
 And tonight will go on forever while we
 walk around this town like we own the streets
 and stay awake through summer like we own the heat
 Singing "everybody wake up (wake up) it's time to get down"
 (everybody, everybody wake up its time to get down)
 And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
 on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh

 I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
 So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
 And we'll never miss a party (this offer...)
 cause we keep them going constantly (...stands forever)
 And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
 to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
 cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
 we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

 The hell out of this town
 Find some conversation
 The low fuel lights been on for days
 It doesn't mean anything
 I've got another 500, 'nother 500 miles
 before we shut this engine down,
 we shut it down

 I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
 So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
 And we'll never miss a party (this offer...)
 cause we keep them going constantly (...stands forever)
 And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
 to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
 cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
 we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)

 (you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
 Eighteen forever (first kisses)
 (your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
 So we can stay like this forever (new stitches)
 (you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
 And we'll never miss a party (collar weekend)
 (and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
 cause we keep them going constantly (appearance ticket)
 (you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
 And we'll never have to listen (November to...)
 (your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
 to anyone about anything cause it's all been done (...remember)
 (you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
 and it's all been said (nightswimmers)
 (and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
 we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

 Just jealous cause we're young and in love
 You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
 You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
 You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
 You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
 You're just jealous... [turntable scratch]

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