Masochism

----------------/Acts Chronicles Ch 19 Pt 3/3; Masochism: The Thoughts Of the Possessed Man On The Vagabond Jews Attempting Exorcism

The dialect of the horrified and the tongue of the guilt plagued
screams incivility,
insurrection and orgy...it does not speak Hebrew or greek but
idiosyncratic linguistics that render all else jargon all is drowned out
...by the cacophonies of the damned
awaiting judgement when the waning sun sets on all hope
never to return, traipsing in terrified trepidation traumatized
and tickled equally
at the words of Jesus spoken to our kin "leave this place....for Hell
reserved for the reprobate" the penurious too selfish to love
and before the eyes of the just we are all laid bare, nude
and before the eyes of the just we are all without excuse
our heads hang in shame, we enter likeminded bodies with vacant souls
men and women who feel the weight of the world
mired in sin without the mettle to resist or simply in disadvantageous
conditions abandoned by their cowardly choosing indifference we
kindred beings journeying to the other side of Hades with fire
scabs, blisters and bleeding
wanting only solitude and introversion suffering seizures shimmying
sharply, apoplectically avoiding light on skin even from the moon
(or mass casualties that eventually engender the same)
only allowing the host body nourishment and water so as to be granted
a stay of execution
this is
a miserable life; darkness; black - wonderful
rotted teeth a badge of honor, putrid breath requisite stripes for entry
into fraternity this is our only clothing, depression is a sandal, self loathing a cloak
misanthropes snarling at sinister words from middling meddlers who
try and interfere
who try and draw us out into linear trajectories of destiny
(besides entering and exiting bodies feels to us like a scourge)
preferring rather the cyclical, eternal circle and cycle of suffering
this is evil - it is pain and it is pleasurable it is perverted paradox
precious to the possessed
pleasing only to those who talk incessantly of catastrophe
rendering the weak powerless imitators of Paul baffled
confusing to those yet to be cruelly chastised because they dont know
language of spirits malicious with onyx eyes
that scowl

if not righteous in Christ then you are vapid, unable to speak to our
destruction in the eternal lake encircled by flames, scintillating
your intentions babble and irritating the only dialogue
we comprehend? - barrenness
those who speak otherwise will be made to feel as we do:
bloodied beaten and naked men howling for mercy
running for their lives
frantically


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Acts 19:13-20
Then certain of the vagabond Jews, exorcists, took upon them to call over them which had evil spirits the name of the Lord Jesus, saying, We adjure you by Jesus whom Paul preacheth. And there were seven sons of one Sceva, a Jew, and chief of the priests, which did so. And the evil spirit answered and said, Jesus I know, and Paul I know; but who are ye? And the man in whom the evil spirit was leaped on them, and overcame them, and prevailed against them, so that they fled out of that house naked and wounded. And this was known to all the Jews and Greeks also dwelling at Ephesus; and fear fell on them all, and the name of the Lord Jesus was magnified. And many that believed came, and confessed, and shewed their deeds. Many of them also which used curious arts brought their books together, and burned them before all men: and they counted the price of them, and found it fifty thousand pieces of silver. So mightily grew the word of God and prevailed.