My Heart's Anointing #taylordaetony

#taylordatetony
* King David pray for me
* Dedicated to Taylor Swift
* Dedicated to Pierce the Veil, King for a Day
https://youtu.be/icXUkIfZxyg

+--------------------/My Heart's Anointing

Taylor, please, fill the horn of your
desire with sweet passion for me,
your kiss, touch, stare, laugh and your tender
whispers into my ear beneath
a canopy of stars like myrrh, cinnamon,
cane, cassia and olive oil,
and embark for Bethlehem. Don’t mourn
for #CalvinHarris/Saul, he is no longer to reign
over the land of your heart, Israel
downtrodden by the impulsiveness of
a disobedient monarch. Take a heifer,
a virgin with the purest of intentions
willing to meet fire for the sake of two people
falling in love, and offer her up to
the Ideal. We shall eat flesh drained of her blood
because the life is in the blood and she
gave her life for us on the altar of
romantic chemistry – when we date she lives
in us vicariously. Let us always smell of smoke.
Please don’t overlook me because
I am not 6 feet tall and have bounteous wealth,
though I may be like the eighth and final son in line
to the throne of your affections. I beg you
for consideration. Listen to that still small voice,
bush that burns inside of you
but isn’t consumed, that says “choose Tony!”
and  tell your fans over Instagram
to be sanctified, gathering themselves as you come
looking for me peaceably. Don’t let me and my ragged
self-esteem from years of girls’ rejections
fade into obscurity tending the
meaningless, vacuous sheep of singleness
for the rest of my life. I have heard their baying
for long enough and it disgusts me. Baby,
pour the anointing oil over my head,
heavenly sign of your undying endorsement, and
heal me of my meaninglessness. May your
love make me forever relevant,
like King of Israel
forever.



(Now Taylor, I know you dating dat dude Calvin Harris, and he a cool kat and all…. but if you ever see me in the mall and don’t turn away from my gaze….BABY IF YOU LOOKIN THEN IM LOOKING!!! WOOOOOOO!!!!! #TAYLORDATETONY EMAIL ME BABES!!! THEJESUSMETAPHOR@YAHOO.COM)

--------------------------1 Samuel 16:1-13
Now the Lord said to Samuel, “How long will you mourn for Saul, seeing I have rejected him from reigning over Israel? Fill your horn with oil, and go; I am sending you to Jesse the Bethlehemite. For I have provided Myself a king among his sons.” And Samuel said, “How can I go? If Saul hears it, he will kill me.”But the Lord said, “Take a heifer with you, and say, ‘I have come to sacrifice to the Lord.’  Then invite Jesse to the sacrifice, and I will show you what you shall do; you shall anoint for Me the one I name to you.” So Samuel did what the Lord said, and went to Bethlehem. And the elders of the town trembled at his coming, and said, “Do you come peaceably?” And he said, “Peaceably; I have come to sacrifice to the Lord. Sanctify yourselves, and come with me to the sacrifice.” Then he consecrated Jesse and his sons, and invited them to the sacrifice. So it was, when they came, that he looked at Eliab and said, “Surely the Lord’s anointed is before Him!” But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not look at his appearance or at his physical stature, because I have refused him. For the Lord does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.” So Jesse called Abinadab, and made him pass before Samuel. And he said, “Neither has the Lord chosen this one.”   Then Jesse made Shammah pass by. And he said, “Neither has the Lord chosen this one.”  Thus Jesse made seven of his sons pass before Samuel. And Samuel said to Jesse, “The Lord has not chosen these.”  And Samuel said to Jesse, “Are all the young men here?” Then he said, “There remains yet the youngest, and there he is, keeping the sheep.” And Samuel said to Jesse, “Send and bring him. For we will not sit down till he comes here.”  So he sent and brought him in. Now he was ruddy, with bright eyes, and good-looking. And the Lord said, “Arise, anoint him; for this is the one!”  Then Samuel took the horn of oil and anointed him in the midst of his brothers; and the Spirit of the Lord came upon David from that day forward. So Samuel arose and went to Ramah

Exodus 30:22-25 - The Lord said to Moses, “Take the finest spices: of liquid myrrh 500 shekels, and of sweet-smelling cinnamon half as much, that is, 250, and 250 of aromatic cane, and 500 of cassia, according to the shekel of the sanctuary, and a hin of olive oil. And you shall make of these a sacred anointing oil blended as by the perfumer; it shall be a holy anointing oil


----King for a Day Lyrics  (feat. Kellin Quinn of Sleeping with Sirens)

 [Vic Fuentes & Kellin Quinn]
 Dare me to jump off of this Jersey bridge?
 I bet you never had a Friday night like this
 Keep it up, keep it up, let's raise our hands
 I take a look up at the sky and I see red
 Red for the cancer, red for the wealthy
 Red for the drink that's mixed with suicide
 Everything red

[Kellin Quinn]
 Please, won't you push me for the last time
 Let's scream until there's nothing left
 So sick of playing, I don't want this anymore
 The thought of you's no f*ing fun
 You want a martyr, I'll be one
 Because enough's enough, we're done

[Vic Fuentes]
 You told me think about it, well I did
 Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore
 I'm tired of begging for the things that I want
 I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

[Vic Fuentes]
 The thing I think I love
 Will surely bring me pain
 Intoxication, paranoia, and a lot of fame
 Three cheers for throwing up
 Pubescent drama queen
 You make me sick, I make it worse by drinking late

[Kellin Quinn]
 Scream until there's nothing left
 So sick of playing, I don't want to anymore
 The thought of you's no f*ing fun
 You want a martyr I'll be one
 Because enough's enough, we're done

[Vic Fuentes]
 You told me think about it, well I did
 Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore
 I'm tired of begging for the things that I want
 I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

[Kellin Quinn]
 Imagine living like a king someday
 A single night without a ghost in the walls
 And if the bass shakes the earth underground
 We'll start a new revolution now
 (Now! Alright here we go)

[Vic Fuentes]
 Hail Mary, forgive me
 Blood for blood, hearts beating
 Come at me, now this is war!
 F* with this new beat
 Oh!

[Kellin Quinn & Vic Fuentes]
 Now terror begins inside a bloodless vein
 I was just a product of the street youth rage
 Born in this world without a voice or say
 Caught in the spokes with an abandoned brain
 I know you well but this ain't a game
 Blow the smoke in diamond shape
 Dying is a gift so close your eyes and rest in peace

[Vic Fuentes]
 You told me think about it, well I did
 Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore
 I'm tired of begging for the things that I want
 I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

[Kellin Quinn]
 Imagine living like a king someday
 A single night without a ghost in the walls
 We are the shadows screaming take us now

[Vic Fuentes]
 We'd rather die than live to rust on the ground
 S*

Satan Whispering (To Me) #thisismytattoo

* God remember me. Remember so we can look back and laugh together. #thisismytattoo
* For all those suffering loss

And he said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven – Luke 10:18
How you have fallen from heaven, morning star, son of the dawn! You have been cast down to the earth, you who once laid low the nations! – Isaiah 14:12

+---------------------------------Satan Whispering: Jesus’ Thoughts in the Garden of Gethsemane

You have never felt closer to me, funereal
arms draped over my shoulders,
fiery fingers tightly clenching my throat
suffocating all my dreams
now ashen and before me burning to cinder,
your whispers like sparks of flint
visions in the starless night.
This lumbering weight is too heavy for my soul
to bear, it feels as if everything I desire must die
appallingly nailed to dogwood,
a macabre spectacle for crowds
who watch me nakedly ashamed with their mouths
agape, the Roman soldiers before them spitting and
neurotically whipping my already flayed soul
asphyxiating helplessly on a tree.
If only the perennials flanking me, the lilies
cringing at me, the grass beneath
me hysterically attempting to flee
could intercede for me against this dolorous
fate, negotiate with their gods for grief commuted.
You tell me this is the ending you
did not want, the ending you feared most
is both unavoidable and imminent.
You are pure beauty in layers,
the outermost disintegrating and exposing decay,
on the harp playing morose harmonies
that quicken anxiety, the blood prances out of
me as sweat deliriously dancing. Oh comely Angel
that fell from grace, you are joy
skewed, truth twisted, creation corrupted, all
priorities perverted, white will blackened..
Yes I must die,
the earth swallowing me in the abyss of
all those accursed now forgotten,
but I swear to God, His Will be done
and not mine,
that nothing is impossible, dry bones will fuse,
from sorrow and smoke and mourning
I will one day rise. 

[#resurrection #Easter]

----------------------------Matthew 26:36-46
Then cometh Jesus with them unto a place called Gethsemane, and saith unto the disciples, Sit ye here, while I go and pray yonder. And he took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to be sorrowful and very heavy. Then saith he unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye here, and watch with me. And he went a little farther, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt. And he cometh unto the disciples, and findeth them asleep, and saith unto Peter, What, could ye not watch with me one hour? Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak. He went away again the second time, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy will be done. And he came and found them asleep again: for their eyes were heavy. And he left them, and went away again, and prayed the third time, saying the same words. Then cometh he to his disciples, and saith unto them, Sleep on now, and take your rest: behold, the hour is at hand, and the Son of man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. Rise, let us be going: behold, he is at hand that doth betray me.

Hilary Duff, MY Prophet of Fire

* Saint Elijah pray for me
* Dedicated to Hilary Duff
* Dedicated to Paramore, All I Wanted
https://youtu.be/24DoEiu4wb8
and Misguided Ghosts
https://youtu.be/ePY8FWqk_fU

+---------------------------Prophet of Fire

I picture us on the couch, listening
to folk music and reminiscing
on antiquity, your head on
my chest, I coiling your
tresses fond of the smell
of your scalp. 
Before I knew you, my heart was Israel,
I would tell you
(your head rising and falling
synchronously with my breaths), a land
of promise brimming with hope, ushered from
Egypt by romantic signs and wonders,
but then decimated under Ahab, tyrant
of prolonged singleness. His wife, the slithering,
seductive and sinisterly sexy archetype
of every girl Ive laid myself bare before
who then repudiated my advances,
high places of forlornness in the Holy of
Holies of my desire, Jezebel,
whore of the Baals; sacrilege.  But
when I saw you on the cover of Cosmo,
to me you became this bearded, devout,
determined Insurgent of my deliverance.
It was you who called down
the fire of passion within me,  
a burly bull burning in my soul, incinerating
four hundred fifty pessimistic,
doleful thoughts about love,
(that I would never get another date or girlfriend, etc)
false, bumbling idiotic prophets of Baal.
The blood of Ahab sluicing the streets,
feral dogs devouring the despicable
bones of Jezebel.  You alone
reestablished order to my entropy,
civility to a land without direction teaching
me to hope again, to know being smitten.
Baby from now on, I will follow you
wherever you go....
chasing your blonde hair in Bethel
gazing at your glamorous green eyes in Jericho
desperate for your jaunty sense of
style in Jordan.  Hilary,
“As the Lord liveth, and as thy soul liveth,
I will not leave thee!!!”
but if you must go, let your lips
be a mantel of your affection,
your kiss an impartation of a double
portion of your spirit, so I can carry memories
I have of your smile and our (imaginary) time
spent together in my heart always.
Your effulgent beauty like a chariot
and horses engulfed in white celestial
fire, taking you back to heaven where you
belong, too radiant for this world.
A prophet of love, body of an
angel, God knows without you
my Israel will never never be the same.


[Let us remain indefinitely in this moment, 3L15am Eastern Standard Time, snuggled on my couch. Please? Im a misguided ghost without you here guuuurrrrlllll. OH HILARY!!!! EMAIL ME BABY THEJESUSMETAPHOR@YAHOO.COM. WOOHOO!!!) 


--------------------2 Kings 2:1-13
 And it came to pass, when the Lord would take up Elijah into heaven by a whirlwind, that Elijah went with Elisha from Gilgal. And Elijah said unto Elisha, Tarry here, I pray thee; for the Lord hath sent me to Bethel. And Elisha said unto him, As the Lord liveth, and as thy soul liveth, I will not leave thee. So they went down to Bethel. And the sons of the prophets that were at Bethel came forth to Elisha, and said unto him, Knowest thou that the Lord will take away thy master from thy head to day? And he said, Yea, I know it; hold ye your peace. And Elijah said unto him, Elisha, tarry here, I pray thee; for the Lord hath sent me to Jericho. And he said, As the Lord liveth, and as thy soul liveth, I will not leave thee. So they came to Jericho. And the sons of the prophets that were at Jericho came to Elisha, and said unto him, Knowest thou that the Lord will take away thy master from thy head to day? And he answered, Yea, I know it; hold ye your peace. And Elijah said unto him, Tarry, I pray thee, here; for the Lord hath sent me to Jordan. And he said, As the Lord liveth, and as thy soul liveth, I will not leave thee. And they two went on. And fifty men of the sons of the prophets went, and stood to view afar off: and they two stood by Jordan. And Elijah took his mantle, and wrapped it together, and smote the waters, and they were divided hither and thither, so that they two went over on dry ground. And it came to pass, when they were gone over, that Elijah said unto Elisha, Ask what I shall do for thee, before I be taken away from thee. And Elisha said, I pray thee, let a double portion of thy spirit be upon me. And he said, Thou hast asked a hard thing: nevertheless, if thou see me when I am taken from thee, it shall be so unto thee; but if not, it shall not be so. And it came to pass, as they still went on, and talked, that, behold, there appeared a chariot of fire, and horses of fire, and parted them both asunder; and Elijah went up by a whirlwind into heaven. And Elisha saw it, and he cried, My father, my father, the chariot of Israel, and the horsemen thereof. And he saw him no more: and he took hold of his own clothes, and rent them in two pieces. He took up also the mantle of Elijah that fell from him, and went back, and stood by the bank of Jordan;

-----Misguided Ghosts Lyrics
1, 2, 3, 4

I'm going away for a while
 But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
 'Cause I'll return as soon as possible

See, I'm trying to find my place
 But it might not be here where I feel safe
 We all learn to make mistakes

And run from them, from them
 With no direction
 We'll run from them, from them
 With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
 Traveling endlessly
 Don't need no roads
 In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles
 But now I'm told that this is life
 And pain is just a simple compromise
 So we can get what we want out of it

Someone care to classify
 A broken heart some twisted minds
 So I can find someone to rely on

And run to them, to them
 Full speed ahead
 Oh, you are not useless

We are just misguided ghosts
 Traveling endlessly
 The ones we trusted the most
 Pushed us far away

And there's no one road
 We should not be the same
 But I'm just a ghost
 And still they echo me
 They echo me in circles

--------------All I Wanted Lyrics

Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
 I'll beg you nice from my knees
 And when the world treats you way too fairly
 Well, it's a shame I'm a dream
 All I wanted was you
 All I wanted was you
 I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
 And fall asleep on the couch
 And wake up early to black and white reruns
 That escaped from the mouth, oh, oh

 All I wanted was you
 All I wanted was you
 All I wanted was you
 All I wanted was you

 I could follow you to the beginning
 Just to relive the start
 And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
 And all of our favorite parts

 All I wanted was you
 All I wanted was you
 All I wanted was you
 All I wanted was you
 All I wanted was you

TONY AND JESUS DRANKIN!!!!!

YO  AYO, AYO YALL….PUT YALL LIGHTERS UP FOR THIS ONE!!! YALL GOTTA PUT YALL LIGHTERS UP FOR THIS ONE DAWWWGGG. YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYAN???? YO DOOOO, YO DOOOO IVE ALWAYS BEEN FASCINATED WITH THE NEW WINE JESUS TALKED ABOUT DRINKING…YOU KNOW IN THE KINGDOM? WHAT DOES DAT MEAN SON? OOOOOO. OOOOOOO!!! IM SO FASCINATED WITH DRANKING THAT STUFF BOY!!!! I BET YOU IT TASTES WAAAAAAY BETTA THAN THE BEST BOTTLE OF HENNY DAAAWWWGGGG!!!!

[The Setting:  The room prepared and furnished for Jesus and His Disciples before His Passover Meal. Tony and Jesus sit across one another, seated on the floor at the large rectangular table. Two white candles, and four cups of clay suffused with wine serve as a decorative centerpiece]

Jesus:  Tony for a moment, just a moment sit with me, kick back and enjoy our time together as catharsis.

Tony: But Jesus I want to get married and I keep getting rejected by these girls man! Plus, plus, I got these haters out here that want to sabotage everything I do, nah mean? A brother cant have peace no way no how dawg. Plus Im in debt, and I got peoples around me dissing da Catholic Church thinking Ive gone apostate….and then…..

Jesus (interrupting): Tony….just imagine, for just a few moments that this moment between us will extend into eternity. These things you concern yourself with, though important, are fleeting. This

(Jesus holds up the fourth cup and quickly drinks before yielding it to Tony and then breathing on him)

Jesus(continuing): Is Truth. This is Reality. You were made to live your life for me and in Me. That is the only way you or anyone else can be authentically happy. I am the hole in your heart that you think was caused by the lack of everything else you desire. Once you understand this…you wont need all the rest, although I will be happy to give you a wife and help you endure and/or conquer all the rest in Due Time.

Tony (drinking the wine): ………………………………..  

The (Fourth) Cup He Left Behind

* Saint John pray for me
* Dedicated to Keane, Somewhere Only We Know
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oextk-If8HQ
* Dedicated to The Benjamin Gate, Live Out Loud
https://youtu.be/nfKe4Wl1Oac

-Now there was leaning on Jesus' bosom one of his disciples, whom Jesus loved – John 13:23
- When Jesus therefore saw his mother, and the disciple standing by, whom he loved, he saith unto his mother, Woman, behold thy son! Then saith he to the disciple, Behold thy mother!

+------------------The (Fourth) Cup He Left Behind: The Thoughts of Saint John at the Foot of The Cross

A limp, flagellated body hanging
from nails affixed to rotted wood, we
watch, suspended in disbelief almost,
the blood slowly seep down to the base,
this must have been like
Moses clutching his chest and groaning
slowly dying before his people
as Joshua shuddered on the banks of the Jordan.
I hold Mary’s disconsolate head
to my chest, my cloak a bulwark offering
protection from the frigid gale force winds,
the entropy of nature heavy laden with angst
for its scion’s demise,
and as the last vestiges of life,  sacred plasma,
silently pour down the cursed tree felled one day
by a damned axe swung by
a now damned Roman demon,
I flashback to joyful times; My head on His bosom,
spirit reposing, singing hymns.
I remember Peter laughing
whilst bellowing heartily, inadvertently jostling
one of the Seder cups
and wasted wine trickled down clay
similarly. 
This cup He told us, must be saved for the future,
when we all would imbibe in Heaven
together, feast of the gods and men,
(or so the 11 of us secretly joked
treading towards Gethsemane)
continuing this exuberant and ecstatic
revelry forever. I don’t know whatever
became of that cup,
how I should return it to Him so he can
make good on the promise,
how to conjure up effulgent candles,
bread, savory lamb, and grapes carefully
tread in a winepress,
myriad smiles, buoyant parodies
of each other about
misunderstanding the fish and loaves,
and reprising our feminine screams
as Jesus walked by our boat on the sea.
Where is the cup,
and the new wine of resurrection that
I yearn for so badly-
the breath of Yahweh as libation
for broken hearts, reuniting the scattered-  
so that we can all be together again?
So that we can all be together again.
So that we can all be together again.


--------------------------------Matthew 26:18-30
And he said, Go into the city to such a man, and say unto him, The Master saith, My time is at hand; I will keep the passover at thy house with my disciples. And the disciples did as Jesus had appointed them; and they made ready the passover. Now when the even was come, he sat down with the twelve. And as they did eat, he said, Verily I say unto you, that one of you shall betray me. And they were exceeding sorrowful, and began every one of them to say unto him, Lord, is it I? And he answered and said, He that dippeth his hand with me in the dish, the same shall betray me. The Son of man goeth as it is written of him: but woe unto that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! it had been good for that man if he had not been born. Then Judas, which betrayed him, answered and said, Master, is it I? He said unto him, Thou hast said. And as they were eating, Jesus took bread, and blessed it, and brake it, and gave it to the disciples, and said, Take, eat; this is my body. And he took the cup, and gave thanks, and gave it to them, saying, Drink ye all of it; For this is my blood of the new testament, which is shed for many for the remission of sins. But I say unto you, I will not drink henceforth of this fruit of the vine, until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father's kingdom. And when they had sung an hymn, they went out into the mount of Olives.

John 19:25-27
Now there stood by the cross of Jesus his mother, and his mother's sister, Mary the wife of Cleophas, and Mary Magdalene. When Jesus therefore saw his mother, and the disciple standing by, whom he loved, he saith unto his mother, Woman, behold thy son! Then saith he to the disciple, Behold thy mother! And from that hour that disciple took her unto his own home.

----------Somewhere Only We Know Lyrics
-I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

-Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

-I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

-Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

-And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?

-Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

-And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go?
So why don't we go?

-Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah

-This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?

------------Live Out Loud Lyrics
-Fire reflecting in these eyes
 Visions of you, imagine my surprise
 Sweat hot hands, cold shivers down my spine
 Visions of you, your spirit so divine

-Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud

-Your eyes pierce through this life of mine
 And bring me to give all that I can find
 Revelation, my heart's desire
 Pull me up and out of the mire

-Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud
 Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

-I am a witness
 I'm at the scene of this
 I'm throwing myself
 I'm throwing myself into you

-Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud

-Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud
 Live out, live out, live out loud
 Oh yeah

-We will see you come again, Jesus
 Oh oh oh
 Oh oh oh
 Oh oh oh
 ...