I'll Never Be The Same Again

Dedicated to Drake Best I Ever Had

 St. Peter, aka P-Breezy aka St. Peezy aka Petreezy! Pray for us!

Man yall, its like this kat Peter wanted Jesus so bad he practically begged my man to stay alive, even at the expense of salvation for the whole world! Jesus had Peter hooked! To Peter, Jesus was the best he ever had! (The fact Jesus called him Satan in response notwithstanding)

----------------------/I'll Never Be The Same Again: Peter’s Counter Proposal To Jesus' Death

I stare at you in your sleep. when awake you

are a doppelganger that apprises

of how far I have to mature and what is left undeveloped   

I gaze into your eyes intently when you address crowds

wishing

they were mirrors… wishing the man that healed

the consoling man full of exuberance

the keen intuitiveness and perspicacity were mine

I wish you and I were the same person

when you speak all listen when you glare all fall prostrate

whereas before there was paucity of joy

now my life has meaning there is a glut

(there is nothing…..no one else to live for)

I dream beneath the moon

of rolling stones

rolling stones

rolling stones

first for Lazarus then for the world in our palms

resurrecting all the dead dreams and hopes of victimized Jews

of chances unfairly stolen by fate

demons shrilling women groaning lepers moaning

terrify me no more. I stand tall in the same face of trials

of impossibility

I used to retreat from without fear. Life is flying

I am a leaf riding your gust of wind  

In your presence I have never felt more alive, happy

You and I together. Forever…..your Spirit lives theres no reason

for either of us to ever die; it would never be the same again

------------------Matthew 16:16-23

And Simon Peter answered and said, Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God.  And Jesus answered and said unto him, Blessed art thou, Simon Barjona: for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee, but my Father which is in heaven. And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it. And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. Then charged he his disciples that they should tell no man that he was Jesus the Christ. From that time forth began Jesus to shew unto his disciples, how that he must go unto Jerusalem, and suffer many things of the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and be raised again the third day. Then Peter took him, and began to rebuke him, saying, Be it far from thee, Lord: this shall not be unto thee. But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men.

------------------Best I Ever Had Lyrics

You know a lot of girls be thinkin' my songs are about them
This is not to get confused, this one's for you

Baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it

'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time

I say you the F*ing best, you the F*ing best
You the F*ing best, you the F*ing best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had, I say you the F*ing

Know you got a roommate, call me when it's no one there
Put the key under the mat, and you know I'll be over there
I'll be over there, shawty, I'll be over there
I'll be hitting all the spots that you ain't even know was there

Ha and you all ain't even have to ask twice
You can have my heart or we can share it like the last slice
Always felt like you was so accustomed to the fast life
Have a nigga thinking that he met you in a past life

Sweat pants, hair tied, chillin' with no make-up on
That's when you're the prettiest, I hope that you don't take it wrong
You don't even trip when friends say you ain't bringin' Drake along
You know that I'm working, I'll be there soon as I make it home

And she a patient in my waiting room
Never pay attention to them rumors and what they assume
And until them girls prove it
I'm the one they never get confused with

'Cause baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it

'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time

I say you the F*ing best, you the F*ing best
You the F*ing best, you the F*ing best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had, I say you the F*ing

Sex, love, pain, baby, I be on that tank sh*
Buzz so big, I could probably sell a blank disk
When my album drop, b* will buy it for the picture
And niggas will buy it too and claim they got it for they sister

Magazine, paper, girl, but money ain't the issue
They bring dinner to my room and ask me to initial
She call me the referee 'cause I be so official
My shirt ain't got no stripes but I can make your p** whistle

Like the Andy Griffith theme song
And who told you to put them jeans on
Double cup love, you the one I lean on
Feeling for a fix then you should really get your fiend on

Yeah, just know my condo is the crack spot
Every single show she out there reppin' like a mascot
Get it from the back and make your F*ing bra strap pop
All up in yo slot until the nigga hit the jackpot

Baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it

'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time

I say you the F*ing best, you the F*ing best
You the F*ing best, you the F*ing best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had

I say you the F*ing best, you the F*ing best
You the F*ing best, you the F*ing best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had

Uh, uh yeah, see this the type of joint
You got to dedicate to somebody
Just make sure they that special somebody
Young Money
Ya, ya, you know who you are, I got you