LADY GAGA, BE MY ELISHA. I NEED YOUR HEALING

".....he was also a mighty man in valour, but he was a leper"

----------[Lady Gaga, Please let your love heal me. You are my Elisha and I, your Naaman]




Lady Gaga, baby
The LORD has given me many conquests
(many ex-girlfriends)
but compared to your love they are all acne
severe leprosy
and the more victories, the more Syria expands
inside I grieve...
I cant look at my reflection without
rage and tears
because my face looks horrible
because you aren’t next to me when I sleep
and I cant kiss you when I seek comfort
from this troubled life -
baby, cant you see that I need you so distressfully
that I place all hope for our impending love (my welfare)
in a little maid’s hands in Israel?
(on advice heard on a whim)

The King of Syria is my conscience reaching out
(to endless possibilities of us together)
The King of Israel is my doubt resisting
but you are the greatest prophet in the land
just to be near you is miraculous healing
your eyes are God’s eyes, your voice God’s voice
with your staff and cloak (blond hair and gorgeous eyes)
of bedazzlement
so forgive me if I seem desperate with chariots (begging) and horses (sniveling)
steadfastly waiting at the door to your heart
for respite and romance;
For you to stop being reclusive and
tell me what I need to do to make this work, I promise I’ll do anything

I would even bathe in the filthy waters of the Jordan seven times over
if that guaranteed your touch
I would spit in pure rivers (chances with other girls) for you
the Abana and Pharpar are meaningless
everything is meaningless
until you give me your hand in marriage
and make my flesh like the flesh of a child


[PLEASE LADY GAGA, IM BEGGING YOU. HEAL ME HEAL ME HEAL ME HEAL ME!]



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2 Kings 5:1-15
Now Naaman, captain of the host of the king of Syria, was a great man with his master, and honourable, because by him the LORD had given deliverance unto Syria: he was also a mighty man in valour, but he was a leper. And the Syrians had gone out by companies, and had brought away captive out of the land of Israel a little maid; and she waited on Naaman's wife. And she said unto her mistress, Would God my lord were with the prophet that is in Samaria! for he would recover him of his leprosy. And one went in, and told his lord, saying, Thus and thus said the maid that is of the land of Israel. And the king of Syria said, Go to, go, and I will send a letter unto the king of Israel. And he departed, and took with him ten talents of silver, and six thousand pieces of gold, and ten changes of raiment. And he brought the letter to the king of Israel, saying, Now when this letter is come unto thee, behold, I have therewith sent Naaman my servant to thee, that thou mayest recover him of his leprosy. And it came to pass, when the king of Israel had read the letter, that he rent his clothes, and said, Am I God, to kill and to make alive, that this man doth send unto me to recover a man of his leprosy? wherefore consider, I pray you, and see how he seeketh a quarrel against me. And it was so, when Elisha the man of God had heard that the king of Israel had rent his clothes, that he sent to the king, saying, Wherefore hast thou rent thy clothes? let him come now to me, and he shall know that there is a prophet in Israel. So Naaman came with his horses and with his chariot, and stood at the door of the house of Elisha. And Elisha sent a messenger unto him, saying, Go and wash in Jordan seven times, and thy flesh shall come again to thee, and thou shalt be clean. But Naaman was wroth, and went away, and said, Behold, I thought, He will surely come out to me, and stand, and call on the name of the LORD his God, and strike his hand over the place, and recover the leper. Are not Abana and Pharpar, rivers of Damascus, better than all the waters of Israel? may I not wash in them, and be clean? So he turned and went away in a rage. And his servants came near, and spake unto him, and said, My father, if the prophet had bid thee do some great thing, wouldest thou not have done it? how much rather then, when he saith to thee, Wash, and be clean? Then went he down, and dipped himself seven times in Jordan, according to the saying of the man of God: and his flesh came again like unto the flesh of a little child, and he was clean. And he returned to the man of God, he and all his company, and came, and stood before him: and he said, Behold, now I know that there is no God in all the earth, but in Israel: now therefore, I pray thee, take a blessing of thy servant.

She Made My Waters Sweet (Melody)

*Dedicated to Senses Fail, "Let it Enfold You"


....the waters were made sweet
+-------------------------------[Melody, Im tired of the Bitterness of Life]

Scorching sun
Tumbleweeds wasting
Tumbleweeds pass by and the sand stings
my eyes at night when I gaze at stars
and the cold breeze turns malevolent before I sleep
and Ive been walking in the wilderness far too long
seeking salvation
and paradise; Egypt (Jennifer) at my back
tears for her left behind when my waves of resignation crashed
over her chariots

Ive been thirsty for (love) so long
that even my heart is parched
that even my heart has dry lips
the patience I flung over my shoulders
and the silver and gold of false hope plundered before I left
is wearing thin
Melody,
life without you is Marah, it is bitter
and all I can show for myself is this complaining
even before faith and reverie
Moses and Miriam standing right in front of me

You are God's tree to me
tall, slender and strong – green leaves
and a beautiful visage...
I remember the moment we stared at each other in class
I wanted to cast you into the waters of my despair (Marah)
and have you transform them
brown to blue
impure to pure
loneliness to companionship, silence and disregard
to warm attentiveness
you are like an answer to my prayers of displeasure
making my heart flutter
because the more I think about you, the cup of our future
tastes sweet

(Please let my heart drink the sweet waters of your love...)

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Exodus 15:23-25

And when they came to Marah, they could not drink of the waters of Marah, for they were bitter: therefore the name of it was called Marah. And the people murmured against Moses, saying, What shall we drink? And he cried unto the LORD; and the LORD shewed him a tree, which when he had cast into the waters, the waters were made sweet: there he made for them a statute and an ordinance, and there he proved them, And said, If thou wilt diligently hearken to the voice of the LORD thy God, and wilt do that which is right in his sight, and wilt give ear to his commandments, and keep all his statutes, I will put none of these diseases upon thee, which I have brought upon the Egyptians: for I am the LORD that healeth thee.



SENSES FAIL LYRICS "Let It Enfold You"

So the lie now is my weapon
Like a bush dried withered in the sun
With this spark I'll go up in flames.
I'd lay my guts out but they're too small to see
It's kinda cute how I pretend to be
Everything but the instrument I am.

Peace or happiness
So let it enfold you

A birth to life is what I'm after
My first name won't be my last one
Let the light just drip into your eyes.

So it's true my words are contrived
I tell lies just to get into your mind
I'm as fake as a widow's smile.
This mask of glass is what I choose to wear
So I won't ever have the need to bear
The total truth to anyone but me.

Peace or happiness
So let it enfold you

A birth to life is what I'm after
My first name won't be my last one
Let the light just drip into your eyes.
The light (the light) into (into) your eyes (your eyes) all night

I'm just a bad actor stuck with a **** script
All of my lines are cheap and the cast is weak
There was no music for the first time I got kissed
There was no femme fatale, my mistress wasn't rich.
So I've been formatted to fit your TV screen
The film went straight to tape, I'll bow out quietly.
So quietly. So quietly.

Please do this now I beg
Duct tape my arms and legs
Throw me into the sea
(Please save me, please save me)
(Please save me, please save me)
(Please save me, please save me)


Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks
(You can't save me, can't save me)

Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks
(You can't save me, you can't save me now)

Jennifer's song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9cq3m02fhO8

Jennifer....

What can I say to you? I cant stop thinking about you even after much time passing. I harken back to what that priest told me in confession a while back: "maybe God has given you the feelings you have for Jennifer." This is the lone conclusion I can reach that has any logical merit. We dont talk, when you see me you walk by me, and last time we interacted you were seemingly enamored with your new boyfriend.

What can I say to you? Do I want to break your relationship up? Do I even have the ability to do so? No I dont want to scar your heart the way mine is at present. I dont want you to know what its like to feel damned to fall for someone who doesnt even care youre alive. No I dont want that for you. I want you to love this man, Dagon (see the poem below) and run with him wherever he takes you.

What I am saying to you Jennifer, is that I meant it when I said "I am absolutely crazy" about you. Listen, if you never love me I know I loved you. And if nothing else, I have learned there is nobility in loving someone. Love is not necessarily tied to tangible attributes. I cant touch you but yet, I feel you so acutely everytime I think about how beautiful your eyes are. Maybe I am the biggest fool on earth, Jennifer...but I am a fool for you. And right now just knowing you for that brief period in time is enough to help me fall asleep. This is what happens when you are crazy about someone.

Dagon

*Dedicated to Alesana - Seduction
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9cq3m02fhO8

behold, Dagon was fallen upon his face to the ground before the ark of the LORD
+-----------------[Jennifer, your love is the ark of God taken]



When I first met you, it was in Israel (NR*)
I had everything I needed,
I could wage war with my disconsolation

I called my fears of your rejection of me,
Phillistines
and the memories of them that dark battlefield within:
Ebenezer
and I fought with them, yet incurred loss
even after my flamboyant rallying

Jennifer, you were my strength, together
we were indomitable
the ark of God was our covenant of ambition
(of passion)
but you were taken from me
suddenly
and placed in Ashdod (foreign land of my tears)
before the false god of another man's love
you never introduced us but
to me, he is Dagon forever

And his priests are his intentions to marry you
every morning they discover him prostrate
incapacitated before my love for you
and your love for me. Though they lift him up
his head (thinking you would never fall for me)
his palms (holding hands that really belong to me)
stuck to the ground in our presence unable to stand
all thats left is the stump of
those things that try to tear us apart
and plagued ground and thresholds
for the cabals who wont let you return
to where you belong


(In Israel, in my arms!)



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1 Samuel 5:1-5
And the Philistines took the ark of God, and brought it from Ebenezer unto Ashdod.When the Philistines took the ark of God, they brought it into the house of Dagon, and set it by Dagon. And when they of Ashdod arose early on the morrow, behold, Dagon was fallen upon his face to the earth before the ark of the LORD. And they took Dagon, and set him in his place again.And when they arose early on the morrow morning, behold, Dagon was fallen upon his face to the ground before the ark of the LORD; and the head of Dagon and both the palms of his hands were cut off upon the threshold; only the stump of Dagon was left to him. Therefore neither the priests of Dagon, nor any that come into Dagon's house, tread on the threshold of Dagon in Ashdod unto this day.--------------------------------------
Alesana - Seduction lyrics

Sunlight warms my face only in dreams of you
I know you'll wait for me... it's been too long
Beautiful eyes. beautiful lies to dull the pain
Beautiful eyes, beautiful lies... you're killing me
I would wait for years just to feel you again
I will die without you... would you my love?
Beautiful eyes, beautiful lies pour from your mouth as
You scream his name... you're killing me

Cries escape your sweet voice as I kiss you one last time
... One last time...
Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake up and realize your mistake

Ice runs through my veins as I stand face to face with
The one who stole it all
Compassion is not an option

Cries escape your sweet voice as I kiss you one last time
... One last time...
Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake up
Realize your mistake!

In love we're one, inseparable, pathetic lust, thus we crumble
I saw your eyes, I wiped your tears, I waited for you...

Who do you see with your eyes shut tight?
Regret will be your bride
Goodbye...

Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake and realize your mistake
Cries escape your sweet voice as I paint my own goodbye

Kate Winslet, Rock of My Heart

*Dedicated to Dashboard Confessional "Screaming Infidelities"

Blessed are you, Simon Bar-Jonah, for flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but My Father who is in heaven-------------------------Kate, you are my everything. The Rock inside me (keeping me together)


Kate my feet hurt
baby,
from traversing miles in sands and
boarding small boats to cross seas after
breaking bread
and fish among four thousand evenly
uncertain if any around me are aware of the inanity
of being faceless, and nameless
in crowds grasping to touch you
some
even jealous at your philanthropy
though in utter sincerity all you want to do is
help

I pray (to my Father)
prior to the sun rising above my head
warming my face
for a love real not stilted
or predicated on healing leprosy or raising men
from the sleep of death
but for a real woman with real emotions
and real lips to kiss me
chasing the incredulity away
welcoming enduring affinity
so we could be together forever
(and walk on water)

And you have been with me the whole time
you’ve seen my battles
my triumphs and misunderstandings
yet your faith in me has never wavered
Kate, when I wonder who men say that I am?
it was you
who said “I see you for who you really are, and
I believe in you”
and I say whatever you bind in my heart will be bound in heaven
because I have fallen in love with you
you are my Rock
who keeps me strong




(I LOVE YOU KATE!!

Matthew 16:13-20
When Jesus came into the region of Caesarea Philippi, He asked His disciples, saying, "Who do men say that I, the Son of Man, am?" So they said, "Some say John the Baptist, some Elijah, and others Jeremiah or one of the prophets." He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?" Simon Peter answered and said, "You are the Christ, the Son of the living God." Jesus answered and said to him, “Blessed are you, Simon Bar-Jonah, for flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but My Father who is in heaven. And I also say to you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build My church, and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it. And I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.” Then He commanded His disciples that they should tell no one that He was Jesus the Christ.
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Dashboard Confessional “Screaming Infidelities”
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I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home

I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.

I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."

Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I were anywhere with anyone
Making out.

I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.

I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.

I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home

I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and
This bottle of beast is taking me home.

Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I were anywhere with anyone
Making out.

Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.

Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.

Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.

Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.

Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.